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Mon, Jan. 19th, 2004 03:42 pm
Odd Feeling

It's kinda weird. I can't really describe quite how I'm feeling. I'm tired and I'm still having a headache and a weird pressure of some sort on my lower ribs. But I'm also in this weird place in my mind, where my sense of touch is kinda elevated. It's not so much that I can feel more, but just that I'm paying a little more attention to it. Plus, along with that, I've kinda got this shadow sense of what I would like to be feeling.

Speaking of what I'd like to be feeling... I've been think about this for a little while. It's kinda weird and I feel a little awkward saying it, but I think it would be the biggest compliment for a girl to fall asleep in my arms. That's what that shadow feeling thing is all about. I don't know. When I think about it, if a girl fell asleep in my arms, it would be a sign of trust in me and being comfortable with me. In all honesty, it would be flattering.

Anyway, now that I've embarrassed myself, I'm going to wait for my Motrin to kick in...

Current Mood: crappy crappy
Current Music: "Burning Like Fire" -Iona


Mon, Jan. 19th, 2004 04:04 pm (UTC)

It's a compliment for someone to fall asleep in my car, I think. ;)

So, I'm not pointing and laughing. :D

Mon, Jan. 19th, 2004 07:48 pm (UTC)

Oh, that's not a weird feeling/thought at all. When the time comes and something like that happens, it will be a truly wonderful feeling. And it will have both the quality of being very flattering and of making you feel very, very responsible.

Hope you get to feeling better...

Mon, Jan. 19th, 2004 10:27 pm (UTC)

It took me a long time to trust Evan enough to fall asleep next to him on the couch. I think it was five or six months...

I don't think you embarassed yourself, you spoke the truth and your feelings and that's very admirable.

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Wed, Jan. 21st, 2004 12:30 am (UTC)

Hey Kenny! That is the sweetest thing... kinda makes me feel normal for having dumb little fantasies as well! But I'm pretty sure we all do :)