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Wed, Dec. 31st, 2003 11:02 pm
The New Year

As one would expect, I'm going to make an entry about New Years and such stuff. I wouldn't say that I'm going to go into one of my long huge rants because I personally don't have the energy for that right now. Instead, I'll try to do one of those review and hopes for the future kind of deals.


2003 was a bit of a rough year for me. There were a lot of ups and downs. Graduating high school, going to Warner Pacific, being in the Diary of Anne Frank, "righting some wrongs" with Hannah, struggling to find a way to reintergrate my emotions into my life, Leeceil, attempting to regain a social identity, moving into the dorms, and many other things which have changed how I've had to view my life. I can't say that all of 2003 was good for me and I can't say that all of it was bad. The year has been a time of change. It's been one where I've had to look into myself and figure stuff out. I'm certainly not finished trying to figure stuff out, but at least I've started.


I'm hoping that 2004 holds a lot of resolution. There's been a lot of stuff that I want to find answers to. I doubt that it's going to make my life perfect, but I'd like to find some solace. Something with which I can settle into without becoming stagnate or cramped. That's hoping a lot, but without hope, there's not much else to ride on. I'm mainly hoping that I'm able to build some really strong friendships with people on campus, which I've felt without for far too long. I'm also hoping that I can successfully learn how to express my emotions in a normal manner. Counseling should help with that. I'm also hoping that Gary will choose to do the Mikado for next semester, which I would love to be in. Aside from that, I'm just hoping next year I won't feel so alone and weary of life.

Current Mood: discontent discontent
Current Music: "Blue Skies Over Guardia" -DarkeSword


Thu, Jan. 1st, 2004 09:19 am (UTC)

Heehee, I loves the Mikado^^

If you want to know who we are...
...we are gentlemen of Japan

I'm glad you had a good year overall, may 2004 be just as good and hopefully better^^

Best of wishes for the New Year, Abadoss!