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Sun, May. 25th, 2003 11:19 am
Matrix 2 and Other Things...

Ow ow ow ow ow ow ow... soap in ze eyez!!!...

Anyway, I went to go see Matrix 2 on Friday with Jen. She had invited me the day before on the notion that we had Friday off. So, we met at Beaverton TC at around 9 o'clock. She informed me that Westgate Theater didn't have a morning time, so we went down to Lloyd Center. Turns out, the time for the movie was about 11 o'clock, so we went into the mall and wandered about for a little while.

On the way in, we ran into Adam (last name removed for courtesy) (who is a manager at the Meyer & Frank). Inside, most of the shops were not yet open, so we walked around on the third level for a little while. After a while, we made our way around the shops before finding the arcade open. We played several game... I felt bad, though, because I kept winning...

Anyway, we headed back for the movie. Matrix 2 seriously kicks major ass!!! Once again, this movie will make you ask, "What is the Matrix?"!!!! Anyway, I highly recommend it (I'm not going to spoil it) and I will be seeing it several times to come. The effects are better, the fights are cooler, and the dialogue... is about the same, if not a little worse. However, there have been a lot of people who say that it doesn't have any plot. To those people I say, you haven't been looking deep enough. It's like the first one... you have to dig for everything (which is a good thing).

We then got on the MAX and headed back home. Sounds like a date, right? That's what I thought. It seemed very strange to me, starting back on Thursday. The whole process of the invitation was surrounded by a lot of confusion. I didn't know at the time, but fedupgirl and topazlacee had been "chatting" with Jen about this whole movie thing. In the meantime, they were running circles around each other and myself, and giggling hysterically. The giggling is what tipped me off that they knew something (this is all before Jen asked). I tried to get them to tell me, but they were having too much fun keeping it from me. So, when Jen asked me to the movie, I was pretty certain I knew what it was.

On the MAX ride home, on Friday, Jen slipped up and told me that the two girls had been "advising" her (btw, those quotes are not what she said, but used as substitution for something else that I have yet to find a better description for) about it. According to Jen, they were betting that at that point, Jen would have been all over me. She managed to refrain.

Now, I've known Jen has had a crush on me since last May, when she had Lyndi and Sunny ask me to the Prom for her. Sadly (if you remember my journals during that point), I had decided not to go. However, I had no idea about how big her crush was until recently. I believe it was Thursday as well, I'm not sure, but she was holding onto a piece of paper during lunch. I asked to see it, and she was really hesitant. I didn't really press her, but she showed it to me. Turns out, it was a drawing of me in a stretch that only I do. I was caught off guard, but I chose to respond as I would to any picture. It was well drawn, so I told her it looked good.

It's really flattering to know that she's got a crush on me, but I'm not sure how to respond. My response so far has been to still act as I normally act around her. To treat her as I treat any of my friends. But what, now? I'm still not in any position to start up a relationship like that and I'm a little worried that she's going to get hurt. Frankly, I don't want to be the cause of pain like that. I don't want to be to her what Hannah was to me.

Oh, how the tables have turned on me...

I'm going to leave this as a friends only post for now. (Update: Kinda pointless to leave it friends-only now... fedupgirl decided to let Jen read this entry...)

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Mon, Aug. 8th, 2005 06:06 pm (UTC)

yeah...that was a major crush...