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Wed, Feb. 6th, 2002 10:01 pm
Oh, my....

Well. There are many things I can say about tonight. Not all good, but not all bad. I'm kinda tired right now, so I'm not going to be too extensive.

Like I said in my last post, fedupgirl asked me out yesterday. Well, apparently, that was a really big blow to her ego. She actually said this, so I'm not making any guesses. Anyway, in her very subtle, but not way, she said that I need to make it up to her. I suppose a bruised ego isn't a good thing. She didn't put it meanly or anything like that, she just kinda stated it.

In my mind, a bruised ego isn't such a big thing. I mean it's annoying to me, but I take it with the thought that it's an opportunity to grow and better myself. I should probably stop thinking that everyone thinks like I do.

Anyway, the girls' choir had a performance tonight, in which I stood on the sidelines for. Since we're discussing the sidelines, it's been really difficult for me to smile! That damn twitch is pissing me off!!! Every time I try to genuinely smile, my f**k**g jaw muscle twitches VIOLENTLY!!!!! If it were only a twitch in my eye, I could close my eyes! BUT, NO!!!! IT HAD TO BE IN THE ONE SPOT THAT IS IMPORTANT TO ANYONE WHO IS SUPPORTING FROM THE SIDELINE.... THE F**K**G MOUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow... it must be late. THat the first time in a while I've had the opportunity to vent like that... it's so refreshing. (*twitch*)... erg......

Speaking of ranting, I could really use a good ranting on Tyler... that asshole has the nerve to question my motivation for teaching Marian how to tie a tie!!! For crying out loud! That is one of my biggest pet-peeves! He suggested, rather bluntly, that the only reason I wanted to teach her and her friends was so I could touch her breasts!!! I mean DAMNIT!!! Does he seriously not know me that well?!?! Am I that much of a paradoxical mystery to everyone!!! Well, let me put the record straight... I gain satisfaction out of helping other people. It makes my life seem more worthwhile. I don't feel like a complete person if I can't help anyone. She wanted to know how to tie a tie, so I showed her and her friends. That was my motivation and if it's questioned again, I will be very very very very VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY F**K**G PISSED!!!!!!!!! That asshole. Erg!!

Anyway, still having difficulty keeping my thoughts off of Hannah. You'd think I would have plenty to think about with what I just... er... yelled. Nope. I don't get off that easily. There are a lot of things I could say, but I'm having difficulty separating them in between my mind and the keyboard. Needless to say, it would be another whole mess load of typing, but I'm too tired to sit and type it.

I need a pina colada with a little paper umbrella... in a coconut shell... damn. I wish I could have a freakin' pina colada... come to think of it a margarita wouldn't be that bad off. Hmm... I could probably name every single tropical alcoholic beverage in existence before the end of the night....

My cat is giving me a typing test. He sat on my keyboard, so I couldn't see the keys... then he sneezed on me.... fun. Anyway, it's late. I'm going to bed. I've been up since 5:20 this morning..... I've been up for nearly 17 hours!!! Crap. Oh, well. Good night.

Current Mood: tired tired
Current Music: "Where'er You Walk" -George Fredrick Handel


Thu, Feb. 7th, 2002 08:52 am (UTC)

Which Tyler is this, now? *Cracks knuckles* Hee, hee. That is really stupid. Some people's minds are just too gutter-prone to be saved.

Oh yeah, and... *Hands you some magical anti-twitch lotion*