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Sun, Aug. 6th, 2006 02:22 am
Make It Stop, Please!

I hurt. My heart is aching, my mind is weary, and my body is in knots. My heart hurts because I long for love much more than I ever have before in my life. My mind hurts because I must tackle all the problems and decisions that I am facing. My body hurts... who knows why, but my back and neck are stiff and a mass of knots and kinks and my arms and legs are sore from all the work they've been doing lately.

I can't sleep. When I'm not thinking about love, I'm thinking about life. When I'm not thinking about life, I'm writhing from the pain in my body. And when I'm not writhing, I'm thinking about love. Food doesn't help. Water doesn't help. Cool air, a pitch-black room, and silence don't help. I've got nothing. I went to work today with no food and barely any sleep. It's just been a bad day... It's been a bad year...

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Current Mood: gloomy gloomy
Current Music: "Tilted Reality" -Kenneth Edward Keyn


Sun, Aug. 6th, 2006 10:05 am (UTC)

life must get worse before it gets better... well that is what people keep telling me.. I hope that soon you feel better and are able to sleep and eat..
:P Jen

Mon, Aug. 7th, 2006 01:34 am (UTC)

Emotional pain tends to create physical pain and weariness. Not happy. I do hope things pick themselves back up. Take care.