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Tue, Oct. 4th, 2005 05:53 pm
To My Future Wife...

Dearest Love,

My heart and mind are troubled. Never have I felt the pang of loneliness as much as I have recently. I dream of the life I might have if you were here. I wonder what the touch of your loving hand feels like. I listen for your gentle words, hoping I may at last hear them. There is no doubt that I have felt your absence. Little, but pride and lack of tears, keeps me from crying my heart out. And my mind is burdened by phantoms of you. There is no way I could ever describe just how much I wish you were with me now.

However, I still hold to the knowledge that you are doing what God has planned for you. Though you may not be here, God is still preparing both of us for each other. I also know that, despite my impatience, God will bring you to me when He is ready. If only I knew when that would be.

With all that is within me, I love you. God bless you and keep you always.

Your future husband,
Kenneth Keyn

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Thu, Oct. 6th, 2005 11:41 pm (UTC)
i understand

Kenny, I understand the feeling, though I'm in a relationship that I know is headed down that path. The patience is still present, and wanting that something that is still out of reach. But also it provides a time to be more dependent on God and seek his touch in your life, while you await the touch of your wife... just a thought.