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Old Journal 43 - Abadoss' Mind
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Mon, Mar. 8th, 1999 10:44 pm
Old Journal 43

Today is Monday, March 8, 1999. This day could definitely be defined as annoying. Not really bad, but annoying. First, I got transferred to a different bus. Well, not just me, I mean my bus stop and another one. It’s kind of difficult describing my feelings, so I won’t try. It does, however, eliminate my problem with Kristy, partially. I feel kind of bad though, switching buses and all. Not guilty, but sorrowful. Somehow, this has made me want to see her more even though I try hard not to. I’m depressed now. Good night at 5:20. PART II- O.K. I’m not as depressed, so I’ll continue. Well, turns out Maggie had a drastic end to her infatuation with Mike. I guess his name won’t show up in my journals for a while…NOT!!! If my calculations are correct, he’ll show up in a couple days. Anyway, in Social Studies, I get to “make a country.” HA! The difficult problem is actually writing down the governmental system, otherwise I’m done. I also had to fill out a form for registering for high school. It’s scary, only four years of school left. That is, of course, if I don’t count the years in college. Anyway, the most important years of school. I can’t screw around like I have for the past eight years. I can’t just get away with stored up knowledge. I actually have to learn something. I have no choice. It’s intimidating. Same goes for the type of people I will have to deal with for the next four years. What I want to know is how do I balance friends and personal fun with school and my future? Do I just put my friends off until I have a secured future or do I become more concerned my friends well being rather than my education? I have hard choices ahead of me. I can only pray God lead me on the right path. My life lies before me. What am I going to do with it? Something to think of. What will I do with it? Me. Not anyone else, ME. What am I going to do with it? I will have many turns I won’t be able to predict or control. My best judgement and former education in life and school can not prepare me for what is ahead. Only God’s wisdom can bring me though it. I starting to get leg cramps, so, Adieu. Good night at 10:44.