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Old Journal 24 - Abadoss' Mind
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Mon, Oct. 19th, 1998 06:40 pm
Old Journal 24

Today is Monday, October 19, 1998. Satan is definitely attacking. A war is at hand. Not any psychical war, but a spiritual war. Today, my brother had to be taken to emergency care. We think it might be food poison that may have been in his food yesterday. Well, today, I got a little more information as to Kristy’s attitude. During PE, I had missed a shot, during free time, with my basketball. Well, I was just about to run after it and get it when Kristy got there before me and got the ball. That doesn’t really bother me. It was what happened next that annoyed me. I had asked and sort motioned for her to pass the ball back to me. She said that she was not going to give it back after running after it. I wasn’t about to make a big deal about it so I lightly said she could have it. Not in those words, but something close. It doesn’t bother me that she said that either. It was the way she said it. It didn’t really effect me that much this time which is kind of interesting. I still love her, but I realize that God’s going to have to intervene in her life before I can become anything more than a counselor. I also see myself as kind of a big brother to her if not boyfriend. I know I still can’t wish for that, but even after seeing her attitude four times, I still have a strong attachment to her. I think that my love for her will somewhat help my actions towards her and the way I protect her. I have to help my brother get the printer online. Good night at 6:40.