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Old Journal 19 - Abadoss' Mind
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Sat, Oct. 10th, 1998 11:13 pm
Old Journal 19

Today is Saturday, October 10, 1998. Today I worshipped in youth like I hadn’t for a long time. Also, I listened to the last part of Cherry (last name removed for courtesy)’ message with really gave me hope for my future, as far as prayer is concerned. Anyway, I got to go to Debbie’s house again. It wasn’t like any other day. I didn’t get to spend time with Joey and Annie like I would usually get to. It was more like just going there to eat as if I would go to Jack in the Box. Well, my mom had a talk about that. I really don’t know how to write what the talk was about because I only got the last bit because I was asleep when the whole thing that cause the chat happened. I confronted Jen about it and she got depressed. I seriously hope I didn’t sever the family by this. I felt the need to do so. I pray that if I’ve done wrong that God show me and bring good out of this. I don’t know how to deal with this. I hope God will mend this very soon. I just don’t like to see Jenny like that. I have no way to talk to my mom and Troy about this, so I’m kind of stuck in the mud in this situation. If this a problem that I just have to deal with by telling what I said to Jen, then I have to do that. If it’s something I just have to sit out and allow Jen and mom to work out, then that is what I have to do. I can only pray for the time being. God is the truth and the life of my soul and as for others, I just have to pray to find out. This will make three different dilemmas in my life. I hope this does not amputate any part of the family. I am feeling kind of confused. I thought that Jen would just talk to mom about it, but she does a silent act on her. I have no choice but to ask the Lord what is needed. I do not want to be responsible for destroying the relationships in this family. I didn’t think that much about what I was saying. If I need to be the one to fix this, then I have no choice. I’m sure I’ll find out soon enough. Well, goodnight at 11:13.