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Old Journal 13 - Abadoss' Mind
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Thu, Oct. 1st, 1998 08:38 pm
Old Journal 13

The Lord has been just awesome today. Today is Thursday, October 1, 1998. Today, all was different then other days, except Kristy. I glad about that. Today, the Lord just gave me such peace that I have not felt for a very long time. Unfortunately, that didn’t help my grade any. Anyway, today I was clear headed and free as a bird in my mind. I attended the Agape Club for the first time. There weren’t that many people there, but that doesn’t make a difference. Also, I got a flip folder for my music. All I have to do to hook it up is to clip it to my trombone bell. On the way home I was humming something that had just come to mind. I didn’t go unnoticed. They asked me one to be quiet, but after that didn’t really seem to care. I got to watch Kristy a lot, today, during PE. I still want the truth, but I know in my deepest gut that it is right in front of my face. I’m just looking too far. Kristy was looking very attractive today, even though she was not wearing a dress. Don’t get me wrong, she doesn’t have to wear a dress to be attractive. She’ll always be attractive, no matter what she wears. I hope that I will have the opportunity to get to know her very soon. I know it’s around the corner, but I still need to know where that corner is. Passion is a funny thing. At one time it can be a strong as the mountains and the next as soft as a mid-spring breeze. I absolutely know that I am suppose to learn passion from Kristy, but it helps if you have a little guidance to its realms. I know God will guide me strongly and efficiently. I just have to wait for him to reveal himself as my guide. The road I take in life will depend on this. It is the largest most powerful trial I have ever faced. You see when I get near Kristy, I begin to lose my cool and become extremely nervous. This is one example. Another is when I watch her and she looks my way I get a little skittish and try to look normal as fast as I can. These things are kind of difficult in keeping myself unnoticed. I’m still praying for God’s wisdom in this matter. And so the saga continues. To be continued...