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Tue, Jan. 18th, 2005 10:16 pm

I've been feeling very anti-social lately. I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that I didn't get a whole lot of time to myself down in Eugene. However, I can't help but wonder if it's a little deeper than that.

Over the course of this semester, so far, I've had a great deal of difficulty getting back into the swing of things, socially. I've found myself far more detached than I'm comfortable being. I'm not as patient of being in a crowd and I hardly talk to anyone I don't know or have business with. I hardly talk to those I do know.

I don't know if this is because I'm getting depressed or if I'm just highly exhausted. Either way, I don't feel good. I've gotten to the point where my hands shake and my circulation is horrible. I can't sit in any one position for very long at all. That's beside the point, though.

I just wish there were a repair button somewhere on me, so I could just press it and everything would be fine... oh, well.

Current Mood: exhausted exhausted
Current Music: "Duck and Cover" -Star Salzman


Wed, Jan. 19th, 2005 08:03 am (UTC)

If it makes you feel any better you icon is still the schnazziest thing ever.

Hope you feel better Kenny. Let me know if there is anything I can do for you, k? Dinner? Something MELLOW and relaxing?

Also, don't know if would be interested in this, but when I am feeling particularly out of sorts (which I think will be happening this coming week... :( ....) taking good care of small physical things makes me feel better. I get my hair cut, take a looonnnnggg hot bath, or spend more time than usual just respecting myself, you know, working out or doing my homework extra well or eating really well for a couple days. Also sleeping.

If you aren't feeilng social, don't put extra pressure on yourself cause of that. It comes and goes. You will want to be all social again,but don't force it if it really isn't the time for it. Recuperation where it is quiet and safe is invaluable.

Most of all, just be good to yourself. Everything falls into place so much easier when you do.