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Fri, Jun. 7th, 2002 06:38 pm
I Wonder....

Just for the hell of it (and out of restlessness) I wound up taking a bunch of horoscope tests... I'm not quite sure why I did it, but I found some interesting results. I honestly do not believe in astrology, but a lot of times, it can be a indicator for some things.

Anyway, I took one just recently that was to see if I either had a crush or was truly in love with Hannah. This is what they had to say:

"Kenneth Keyn, are you really compatible with your partner?

You scored 55 percent in this test!

Kenneth Keyn, when you're in love, you always think you've found the greatest love of your life. Your rave about the other person and you are in seventh heaven. But then you are brought back down to earth when you notice that not everything in your relationship is 100 percent ok. You have to learn that it takes time to build and develop a strong relationship and it doesn't happen over night. Feelings are not everything, you should also try to develop a real friendship with your dreamgirl. You shouldn't be frustrated when things go wrong. You learn from mistakes and will be wiser afterwards - creating a stronger loving relationship."

I can see the things that I actually do in these results, but I also see what I'm already doing.

I really wish I could just give her the sweetest kiss and say "I love you, Hannah." Yet, once again, I'm faced with the question; do I love Hannah... For the first time in a while I think I might have somewhat of an answer...

I'm starting to.

I almost broke down in tears because of overwhelming emotion, today, when the first thing that I thought when I saw her was, "My friend." I was just so proud of the fact that my mind had allowed me to first think of her as my friend. I think that that is the first step towards true love... Thank God!

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