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Job Job Job Job Job Job Job... Part 3 - Abadoss' Mind
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Mon, Jun. 23rd, 2003 05:22 pm
Job Job Job Job Job Job Job... Part 3

Okay... so I called in, and I got the "it looks like we're not hiring anyone right now" about my application... DAMNIT!!! Oh, well... I'll just have to look somewhere else... This always seems to happen. I make plans that look scompletely surefire and then they fall through when I barely have any other options left because I had thought that it would go through...

I'm really pissed because that's happened to me far too many times before... just like St. Olaf, just like Prom my junior year, just like so many other things... it's really starting to irk me. Then after all of that, I feel so mislead, when in reality I know that I've only mislead myself... I just wish that for once the plans that I thought were stable would remain so. I mean, I got into Warner Pacific with realtive ease, but it wasn't my plan. Warner was essentially my mother's plan. My plans were for St. Olaf and I felt utterly defeated when they deferred my application for a year. I felt utterly defeated when Hannah refused to go with me to the Prom junior year. I feel utterly defeated now that Hollywood has "nicely" rejected my application, now that it's mid-June it's doubtful that many places are looking for applicants since most positions are filled already. It's a shitty feeling and I'm tired of it. I don't doubt that there's a reason all of this happens (God knows the reason behind the Prom one revealed itself to me in time), but I just wish that for once, I could make really big plans for my life and not worry about them falling out from underneath me.

Anyway... I suppose I'll put in an application in over at Blockbuster... maybe Subway... or all the other places I used to think about for jobs...


On a lighter note, I went downtown to Borders and picked up a new Plumb CD... I also saw Thara there... that was a surprise, but it's always so funny when he tries to intimidate me. He really tries hard, but it never works. hehe...

Current Mood: disappointed disappointed
Current Music: "Real" -Plumb

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ex_juverna886
Candy
Mon, Jun. 23rd, 2003 08:23 pm (UTC)

Meier and Frank is still hiring.

(Evil grin.)


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Kenneth Edward Keyn
Mon, Jun. 23rd, 2003 09:26 pm (UTC)

Don't tempt me... I could easily go in for a job as a security guard...

Either that or Blockbuster is indeed hiring...


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Kenneth Edward Keyn
Tue, Jun. 24th, 2003 01:28 pm (UTC)

Well... I suppose you haven't been on my friends list a long time, so you probably wouldn't have caught all the journal entries about it... I have about twenty-six entries on that one subject alone. It's really difficult for me to summorize, so I'll load them all up into my "memories" section, and you can draw from there.


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Kenneth Edward Keyn
Tue, Jun. 24th, 2003 03:11 pm (UTC)

You can find all the information that you'd ever want about that in my "memories", under "Hannah"... I suggest starting at the eariest post, but it's heavy reading...


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Kenneth Edward Keyn
Tue, Jun. 24th, 2003 03:17 pm (UTC)

Here's the link:

http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=abadoss&keyword=Hannah&filter=all


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