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Sat, Jul. 27th, 2002 02:31 am
So... I'm Bored...

I Am:
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[i'm elrond!]
I am Elrond, Lord of Rivendell. I chose Elvenkind over Humanity and was gifted with great wisdom. During the War of the Ring, I called a Council of the free peoples of Middle Earth and founded the Fellowship of the Ring, all the time wearing a tiara. In the movie, I'm played by Hugo Weaving.
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A TAN Dragon Lies Beneath!

I took the Inner Dragon online quiz and found out I am a Tan Dragon on the inside. My Inner Dragon is the true draconic magic-user. Tans have been all but forgotten in popular literature, but that suits us just fine. We're very shy and spend most of our time hidden in impassable mountain valleys. Every so often we do get a little brave and use shape-shifting to blend in with society. Given a choice, however, Tans still much prefer to be left to their own devices.

I like to spend time devising new and interesting spells, and counting my gigantic treasure. My favorable attributes are longevity, security, magic, and reverence for life. To top it off, my breath weapon is a curious mix of Fire and Air. Just tell folks to watch out, like all Tans I've got a seriously short temper!


I am a natural story teller, and tales unfold in my mind almost without thought. I can entertain myself by reading a book that exists only in my head, which might make me seem distant from people at times.

What Kind of Relationship is Right For You?


That's simply not right...

I wouldn't bother clicking that unless you're just as bored as I was. I don't know what it is, I just seem to be a little bit... I seem to be craving something. I think I've just been away from my school too long. I don't know what it is, but I really miss being away from it. I miss seeing the faces of those I know (although, I keep running into them daily). I miss knowing that every day, I would be with friends.

As stand-offish as I am, I highly crave social energy. It's almost ironic to think that I, the one who draws most of his energy from being alone, need social interaction this badly! I don't get it in my mind. I seem like this double-edged sword. I want solace and peace, but I don't want it alone. I value friendship a lot, but why? I'm so loyal to anyone that I have a friendship with, and I don't even know why! I don't think that there is anything wrong with loyalty, but I just want to identify that desire within my soul. It all boils down to the question that I've been trying to figure out for the last five years: what makes me tick? What is making the wheels in my mind turn? What is making me desire so much for love, friendship... truth...? What on earth makes me so eccentric? Why am I the person that I am today? Why can't I post small and less confusing journal entries?!?!?!

That's what it really comes down to; questions. Lots of questions. I have the world in my mind, but no place to put it... uh... I'm not sure how that last comment got in there...

Anyway, I suppose all I can say is that I'm a little confused with myself. There's a lot going on in my mind, and I haven't sorted it all out yet. I need to call someone and get together... er... and do what? Crud...

Current Mood: sleepy sleepy
Current Music: "Some Kind of Zombie" -Audio Adrenaline


Sat, Jul. 27th, 2002 11:25 am (UTC)

Fear not. I'm the same way too, I think. It's like I'm constantly trying to go it on my own, but I still want to be around large groups of people (I guess that's why I dig Tri-Met so much).

Sometimes making a list of all your questions helps. You're able to see some connections and simplify stuff... at least a little bit. :)