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Fri, May. 6th, 2005 12:24 am
The Downhill Journey of a Depleted Soul

I'm now done with finals week. However, I'm not completely done for the semester. I have to sing at Graduation on Saturday. After that, I'll be done. I'm not too thrilled about the idea of having to wear a tux the entire time, only for one song. It wouldn't be such a problem, but my tux is not quite as comfortable as I would like it to be, particularly since I could use some readjustments on the pants.

After Graduation, I'm going to celebrate briefly with my mom and then rush over to ACMA for Art is My Voice. I'm despirately hoping I'll have time to change. If not, I'll be greatly disappointed.

Getting back to the end of finals week, I'm honestly so exhausted. I've been extremely busy this semester and I'm really feeling it catch up, especially physically. My voice is really tired and I think, after Graduation, I'm going to need to give it some rest or I could risk damage. I'm also spending a lot more energy on managing my allergies, which are being incredibly annoying lately.

Anyway, I feel it most in my spirit. I've worked very hard this semester and I feel depleted. Maybe it's just a temporary feeling, having just finished. My instinct tells me to brush the feeling aside, but I know that I need to find a way to deal with it. I've been brushing aside feelings all year (most of my life, in fact). I need to find a better way.

Oh, right... my finals. I passed my Keyboarding final last week, as I said. I think I did fairly well on my Music History final (though I'll find out soon enough). My Music Theory final was pretty good. Conducting, I got 94%. And, as far as I can tell, I passed my level change for Juries, which means I'll be singing in French next semester. I'm a little scared of French...

Went to the Music Department Bowling Party today. It was fun, though I'm really beginning to see a need in buying a wrist support. I was having trouble, even with an 8 pound ball. Tells me that I've got to protect my wrists as much as possible. I think that I'm going to wait on bowling again until I buy one.

Troy's birthday was on Monday, though we celebrated on Sunday. Overall, we had a good time. I wrote him a guitar piece for his birthday, which he seemed to enjoy. It's on my SoundClick site at the moment.

Natalie's recital was last Saturday and Tammy's was last Sunday. Both we fun, although Tammy's was a bit short.

My last counceling appointment for the semester was on Tuesday. She gave me lost of compliments on the work I'd done over the semester. I found it hard to put into words what it was that I'd done, though. That's not to say I haven't worked on anything, it's just that what I worked on doesn't really have words, so I can't sum up what I've done.

This is probably too long now, so I'm going to attempt to sleep for the next day or so. See you in a few days...

Current Mood: drained drained
Current Music: "Prelude in C Major" -Kenneth Edward Keyn

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krikketgirl
krikketgirl
Kat
Fri, May. 6th, 2005 01:26 pm (UTC)

Sleep tight!

Just a thought, but I often find that when I make it past a point that I had been working towards, I often feel a bit of a depression. Especially when I've worked really hard to get to that goal, the time immediately after having attained it gets me down (I notice it a lot when I finish a book). Hang in there!


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fedupgirl
Fedupgirl
Fri, May. 6th, 2005 05:47 pm (UTC)

art is my voice is this saturday? as in the 7th of may? what time does it begin?


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palebythesea
the bride stripped bare by her bachelors, even
Fri, May. 6th, 2005 10:42 pm (UTC)

6-10 methinks


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